He has this boyish laughter.
It bursts out when something surprises him.
He doesn’t use it often.
That first time I heard it
I realized I was wrong about thinking
he was hiding something from me.
I realized he hadn’t told me his secrets
because he was still a blank slate.
I was in no position to clean
erase
or accept a mess.
That after all this time
he remained
ready to be written on.